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8 Jan 10

Human

I made many many mistakes in 2009. In one sense, i reached my goals. In the other, I completely lost track and ran into a wall.

Someone once told me it that to make mistakes is human, but it is godly to correct them. I do not know how to correct mine. Perhaps it is too late.

I feel sorry for my many mistakes, for my imperfection. Sorry for being human. Sorry for not being perfect.

If I had to start all over again I would, but not with the same path. Maybe I would have gone away to other lands. Maybe I should have thought more before acting. Maybe I should have gone for photo or literature instead of the technical sciences that are eating up my soul. Maybe I should have loved more gently, more passionately, more… Maybe I should have cooked more and eaten less. Maybe I should have partied more, travelled more, or maybe less?

Too many maybes. No answers. No solutions. A year of regrets.

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